About

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photograph by Kristyn Stroble

Fiction and Essay Writer
Editor (available for copy-editing and content-editing work)

My official bio:

Christine Hyung-Oak Lee is the Fiction Editor at Kartika Review. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in journals and anthologies such as ZYZZYVA, Guernica, The Rumpus, BuzzFeed Longform, Verbsap, Hyphen Magazine, Newport Review, Azalea, and Men Undressed: Women Authors Write About Male Sexual Experience. She was awarded a residency at Hedgebrook in 2006, and her stories have also placed in competitions by Poets and Writers Magazine’s Writers Exchange Contest, Glimmer Train, and others.

She earned her undergraduate degree from UC Berkeley and her MFA in Creative Writing from Mills College. She is working on a memoir and novel.

Contact:
follow @xtinehlee on twitter
or email me at xtinehlee AT gmail DOT com

My super-short bio:

Wants to be Gryffindor, but is really Hufflepuff.

My honest writer bio:

Christine works at a dining room table surrounded by piles of teaching materials and student papers that need constant grading and she writes with a needy geriatric wiener dog who smells like corn chip Fritos on her lap and another needy wiener dog with feral survival tendencies who is up to no good somewhere in the kitchen. She should be running and exercising, but instead she is baking cookies and eating them. By herself. In front of her laptop. Trying to revise her novel. She is very pale.

My honest mother-of-a-toddler bio:

My name is “Minion.” I am occasionally allowed to feed myself and write. For that I am grateful. Rarely am I allowed to sleep. I no longer bake cookies. Each day begins by fetching my daughter a cup of milk, because my toddler greets me each morning with “Milk!” (and the sign language for MILK). I am still very pale.

 


17 Comments

  1. I just read your essay on buzzfeed. Wow. That is all I can say. You are absolutely inspiring in so many ways. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for writing (so beautifully) about your experience. You are an incredibly talented and strong woman. Thank you for writing, and please never stop.

  2. I echo Janine’s comment- what a frightening thing to read, but thank you for having the courage to write it.

  3. I also just finished reading your article from buzzfeed. It was so good! You are an amazingly talented writer and I look forward to reading more of your writing. Good luck with your novel…I can’t wait for it to come out!

  4. Well, golly. I just read your essay about the stroke. I had a very similar experience three years ago, at age 43. I am awestruck by your ability to describe this experience you had. My experience was so similar I can’t tell you. The perception changes, the fatigue, the sleep, memory, PFO and subsequent closure. So many things. Thank you for writing this, it really is spectacular.

  5. xtinehlee,
    I read your article earlier today and watched it rocket to the front page and top of HN. Congratulations. On that, on living to scribble on paper and then move those notes into digital form, then pushing publish (after editing) for us to read. Above all, thank you for expressing yourself in what I find to be an honest way.

    I’ve added a link to my own site. A small thing, but small matters, I reckon.
    gb

  6. Christine, I just finished reading your Buzzfeed article. Wow, you are a walking miracle and inspiration! Thank you for being brave enough to share your personal story and journey through such a life altering health condition. I’ve had my share of physical health issues at an early age and your story is so inspiring and gave me affirmation that the human spirit has the strength to work through anything! Thank you and I hope that you continue to grow personally and professionally through your journey :)

  7. Just read the buzz feed essai. My mind is completely blown by the brutally honest and straight forward writting style. This essai left me with no words, I am still trying to process it. It is beautifully violent. Look forward to reading more. Thanks for sharing. Never stop. Please :)

  8. I read your essay on buzzfeed as well. Your story is fascinating & you write so beautifully. I look forward to reading your novel one day.

  9. I just finished reading your essay, I can relate to so many things you wrote. I had a stroke two days after my 23rd birthday in April, 1985, I had brain surgery and was paralyzed on my left side. I was in the hospital for one month .I fought years to rehabilitate and be me again. We have so much in common. I only wish I could put my experience on paper like you. I appreciate your gift and thanks for sharing I know about struggling but looking great on the outside.

  10. Hi, Christine, I, too, just read your essay on BuzzFeed and wanted to thank you for it. Sorry if my reactions are a tumble–so much comes to mind. First, the obligatory “me too.” I had a “benign” perimesencephalic subarachnoid brain hemorrhage on November 14, 2010. I was a bit older–50–but not the usual stroke patient, and I also lacked the FAST symptoms (which it seems apply more to ischemic than hemorrhagic strokes) and spent exactly ten days in the hospital. You mentioned not remembering any of the names of those who took care of you, and that struck my heart for you–I was obsessed with learning the names of everyone who treated me, and I was lucky enough to be able to do so. When I filled out the survey card at the end of my hospital stay, I listed every single one of them, though I have forgotten most by now, alas. I still remember sweet Carmelita, who prepped me for my first angiogram when I was so terrified.

    The following year, I had another whole round of brain symptoms (various drop attacks, dizziness, numbness, etc.) and MRI spots, which they have never fully diagnosed, in spite of a flurry of tests. TIAs? MS? No one knows, so we just wait.

    About the insensitivity of others, I could go on for pages, but will just send a link to me reading one of my poems about this (published in a chapbook with Finishing Line Press earlier this year): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xu_TykoPcsY. The things that healthy people say to the ill demonstrate in a nutshell the deep ineptitude of humanity. They don’t mean to be cruel, I tell myself.

    What you say about how your stroke changed your life (partly by saving your life) also resonates, though I have no triumphant story of shaking off the past. But, yes, my priorities and ways of thinking are so different now. What you said about being unable to write fiction after your stroke also reminded me of Andre Dubus (not his son AB III), who was a famous short story writer before he was severely injured in and disabled by an accident. He gave up fiction and wrote essays ever after, and you might be interested in his wonderful collection, Broken Vessels, that talks about this some, especially the essay “On Charon’s Wharf.”

    Let me say that I read a lot of illness memoirs, and I seldom reach out. Sometimes there’s something that bothers me about the “me too” stories, though, of course, we find support, even friendship in them. But your writing really impressed me with its combination of straightforwardness and yet reserve. Maybe that has to do with lack of memory, but it makes for powerful prose in your piece. Thanks for your story with its thoughtful observations over what I know is deep pain and struggle.

  11. Hi Christine,

    I also read your story about your experiences with stroke. You’re a talented writer. I hope that someday your talents are recognized. There was something, though, about your story that sort of bothered me. I am hoping you respond, either via email or publicly, because I was hoping for some insights from the recovered you.

    You wrote that as you were recovering, your “friends” were calling you high-maintenance and basically telling you to get over it. I am just curious, are you still friends with these people. If not, I’m glad. You deserve better than that. Also, how did that experience affect your future relationships? I ask because I noticed that when I got sick with cancer, people started to slowly drop out of my social circle. When I recovered, I decided not to reach out to them since I felt like I was made an outcast. It has now distorted my views on the genuineness of people. I really keep people at a distance now. Thoughts?

  12. Just read your article on Buzzfeed. All I can say is…wow. You are a true inspiration and your writing is beautiful. Can’t wait for your novel.

    Best wishes

  13. I read your buzz feed article and then went on to read your story about getting hit with a car. Your writing is amazing and I will love to read your novel when it comes out. Your whole story was fascinating and I’m sorry you had to have that experience in life.
    Never stop writing, it adds beauty to the world.

  14. Christine,

    You’re incredibly talented. It’s been a while since a story moved me like yours did. It actually pushed me to leaving you a little reply, because you totally deserve it.
    Fascinating how you came out of that situation so strong.

    Take care
    – a new fan from Holland

  15. As a budding neurologist, I was struck by your story. I appreciate your ability to articulate your experience. Stroke can manifest in myriad ways and oftentimes patients are rendered incapable of describing their ordeal. Yet you’ve done so in beautiful, vivid detail. This is invaluable for healthcare providers especially. Understanding the experience is vital for offering the best care. Thanks for the essay and all the best!

  16. Hi Christine. I also had a stroke (TIA) at age 33. So many familiar echos in your story – same but different. Thank you for writing and sharing… And thinking I need to go get an echocardiogram. Best ~ L

  17. Your BuzzFeed article is poignant yet strikingly beautiful for self empowerment, thanks for writing that! I couldn’t remember if you mentioned what caused the stroke not that if you have been told? I hope that you continue to write articles that will showcase you as a piquant writer.

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